Things on hold

Well we have been talking alot about moving into something bigger and better so we could have space to grow our family, but for now that is on hold.

My job everyweek is getting harder and harder to cope with, so much stress and so much to do and so little pay for all the crap that I have to deal with. Plus it seems I am always working nights so I never get to see my Sammy anymore, which really sucks, somedays I see her for 20mins, sometimes it's 2 days before I get to see her, so a crappy job and not seeing my wife is stressing a change in our life.

Many of you know I have my gas ticket, but it does not allow me to work on my own, so I made a choice to get my next one so I can getting a better job doing what I love.

So if it all goes well April I will be in school for 5 days a week and working part time. I know it will be crazy but it's only for 12 weeks, and after that I can start looking for work.

These last few months are just going down hill for me. Nothing is going right and this is one thing that I hope works out. I just want to finish school and get a new job. I am tired of nights.

So right now Sammy and I are penny pinching to a whole new level this year, paying off as many things as we can, which we are doing really well in, and saving money like mad so we can make it 12 weeks with me not really working. Sammy wants me to do this so much she said that she is willing to get a 2nd job to help me finish school. So much love my Sammy has!

So we are both hoping for a good start to the new year, no more flat tires, major car reapirs, people wanting to take you to the labor board and have to fired no more F*&ING crap that I've had to put up with the last few months.

I really hope things change, as I told Sammy, I really don't know how much more I can take, I really can't, some days I just want to give up.

Well here's to hope in the new year!!